Found

Loss opened within me a black hole the gravity of which I continually struggled against. Living at the event horizon, barely here at all, I walked and slept at the edge of an abyss, sustained only by the distant golden glow of hope and a will to survive for an unknown future. The loss of … Continue reading Found

Finding Eternity

Since leaving the island, these last six months have been a challenge.  After the openness of endless hours, silently sitting on a rock, mind thoughtless, feeling flowing, waves crashing, wind swishing through the Birchwood and long dead dogs, breathing by my side.  How am I to be a person again ? Writing this sentence I … Continue reading Finding Eternity

The Island Inside

This place has done its work on me.  Isolation cleansed my being and brought me into the vital now.  These rust brown hills and crags of bright pink and silver grey, their slow voices can now be heard. In the core of me I felt her whispering, drawing me to her shore.  That fathomless presence, … Continue reading The Island Inside

What is Freedom

In truth I am not sure I am good, I certainly have lived through much fear and pain, yet I strive to overcome this and to reveal the qualities so easily hidden by the need for protection.  Capacity to love, yes.  Humility, emerging very quickly.  Devotion, yes, in the form of love and compassion, wonder … Continue reading What is Freedom